Love through accurate knowledge

Gender identity

Have love for all types of people

For Watch Tower, I am innocent of your charges against me.

https://medlineplus.gov/genetics/condition/androgen-insensitivity-syndrome/

https://www.mountsinai.org/about/newsroom/2017/researchers-decode-rare-form-of-adrenal-gland-genetic-disorder-linked-to-gender-ambiguity

Mercy is written all over the Bible, but you discarded it as refuse. You do not hear the cry of the lowly one nor do you see their tears. And when they pour their heart out to you, you do not listen to them.

God is love and God is Mercy.

Where there is no mercy, there is no God and no Son of God.

There was no mercy in the back room of that Kingdom Hall.

And you didn’t even bother to look it up, the two links above took less than one minute to find.

I am innocent.

Tiffany Tracy McTaggart

I do not need hormones to feel like a woman. I simply am one.

Nor do need facial laser treatment to remove dark hair.

I am 58 years old and according to my endocrinologist I am a 58 year old post menopausal woman.

That is the conclusion of an expert, how I am to describe myself. Post menopausal. I already know that I am a woman, I don’t need anyone to tell me that.

I am an older woman, but beautiful for my age, and a few white hairs are normal, because of imperfection, but I like to look beautiful so I use an epilator for them from time to time, because they are unattractive and offensive to me as a woman.

If anyone says they are a woman, but requires hormones supplements to feel feminine, they are not a woman in fact.

They only want to be. And that is a fantasy, not reality.

That is the difference.

But I know this world of Satan and I know what he does to the absolute degree, I know how he conditions people socially and psychologically and gaslights them and they begin to believe that they are a woman, but that is not true if you need hormones to feel feminine.

I was born with a birth defect only, suffered with dysphoria for 52 years at the hands of Satan, but I had faith that my Father in Heaven was with me always. A little girl, who went to Sunday School and the next day ran back to Sunday School. And then put together a wooden cutout of Yeshua and made Him walk. And I loved Him when I looked upon Him and that the truth. He was handsome is all I knew and I loved Him is all I knew.

And two people is all I ever knew, a child knows what a father is and what a son is, there is no doctrine at all to a child.

Unless you become like little children, Yeshua said, You will not see The Kingdom of God.

Our Father in Heaven, represented by Ab’raham in The Bible and Yeshua represented in The Bible is the truth Satan does not want you to know.

And most Sacred to Our Father in Heaven is the Sacrifice of His Only Begotten Son, the first of His children in Heaven.

If you cannot understand this simple truth after having it explained to you absolutely. You are truly stupid.

Faith in The Sacrifice of Yeshua is what is required for eternal life. Period. Whether you believe or not, because everyone knows there is a God in Heaven, but moreso they know the fact that there is a Creator and Eternal Sacred Father. It is natural to know this and how do I know? I sensed it and then examined my own soul and understood everything about Him by understanding everything about my own soul. I sensed it before I knew anything at all. And faith was instilled in me by my mother Winnifred Florence Fernihough. And I am her third daughter and my name in Heaven and in fact is now, Faith only.

And you will understand this in the absolute sense but not from an MRI test that can be altered by Satan using the Electromagnetic Spectrum (the EM Spectrum). God knows who is who and who is what and what they are in reality.

Don’t tell people where to go or what to do or who they are. It was never any of your business Watch Tower to do so quite frankly, but in a way, I am happy the way things went, because I was able to prove beyond any doubt that you are a part of The Synagogue of Satan along with Kabbalistic Judaism (not Kosher Judaism as I have termed it), and you are with Satan, whether you know it or not is not the point. Satan tried to masculinize me in your Kingdom Halls and has been trying to gaslight me my whole life to change the simple reality that I am woman, with the ways of a maiden, the feelings of a woman, the spirit of a woman, and the soul of a woman.

I am a woman, get it through your heads.

My Creator and Eternal Sacred Father in Heaven is my judge O Watch Tower, not you. And I am innocent of your charges of brazen conduct, absolute evidence that has been sent to The President of The United States and all those with birth defects end up at UUA, because they still have faith that there is a God in Heaven and they still want to worship Him anyway, after you torture them and hand them over to Satan. You are dismissive of people in the absolute sense and you have no mercy, you do not hear the cry of the lowly one nor see their tears and when they pour out their soul to you don’t even care enough to look it up.

I experienced no mercy in that back room in that Kingdom Hall and where there is no mercy, there is no God and no Son of God and that is a fact.

God is Mercy.

I have forgiven you O Watch Tower, but the warning is given and I will give it again. Should you whip someone with severe dysphoria and is having this experience in life, you may cause them to commit suicide and their blood will be on your hands it will scream at God from the grave and you will indeed know what judgement means.

God is Mercy and has forgiven even you O Watch Tower, even you.

But I have prayed that if any one of you ever do this again after having this knowledge, and do this to another person, I have asked God not to forgive you again.

And you will be destroyed utterly if you do this to another Child of God again.

What to do with you Watch Tower is not known, but you know who has done this for you, Faith McTaggart the Daughter of God in Heaven and will not put up with you anymore.

I am Tiffany Tracy McTaggart on Earth legally, but my name given to be by God is Faith McTaggart, I am a godly woman, a woman of God, you will not take my righteousness from me nor could you ever. You declared me wicked and an unrepentant sinner, one to be handed over to Satan.

And worse, you call it cleansing the congregation. Do you even know what that means O Watch Tower when you say that about those born with a birth defect? You are cleansing the congregation of those born with birth defects and I have informed The President of The United States about it and you must be dissolved because you are dangerously stupid and you threw me away like garbage, just like you threw away mercy as refuse, even though mercy is written all over The Holy Bible.

And you said more than that. You declared before a congregation of people who are my friends that I do not love my Father in Heaven, and that is what you do to people. No, Satan you did not convince me at all and not one particle of me believed you and I thought of David being thrown out of Y’rushalom, and I remembered the picture of Him sitting in the wilderness by himself and knew what he would do and did do. And I did the same thing. His first order of business was to set up worship in the wilderness and that is what I did as well.

I love my Father in Heaven and it is eternal, and that’s what we are and always will be. He has eternal love for me and I have eternal love for Him absolutely, forever.

With every spark of love burned away, there would always be one light that remained and even if I didn’t feel it I knew it, that He loves me.

And the one who signed the order for me to be handed over to Satan, not even knowing me as a person at all and the one who was like Ahithophel made me read a scripture about being a male temple prostitute and the one one who said rhetorically to me “You have, a penis”?

Let’s just say I did call the police and you did have a police officer knock on your doors and I did go to The Court House in Ottawa and Canada and spoke with a female Justice of The Peace and told her my experience with you and these are her words, not mine.

“People like that scare me”.

And also before I left her office “They have lost their way”.

1931 was the tragic year, the year you adopted the Kabbalistic name Jehovah and you can read the page titled The Roman Jehovah and know that it was done over 91 years of time to you, and you were entrapped by your arrogance and believed you knew everything about everything after that. You know nothing Watch Tower, about people, about life or about anything else, quite frankly and one more thing.

About that word God. You have turned The Majesty of God into a joke about masturbation on The Internet.

It is well known by people and word is on the street, you are in fact a cult O Watch Tower, a cult known as Christian Kabbalism and that is what you practice.

You must absolutely turn around and repent and absolutely do it publicly to the absolute degree possible denounce the name Jehovah and Kabbalism and a public apology to me would be appreciate, but I don’t expect one from people who have no respect for the dignity of people at all and have no mercy in fact.

You are barely human Watch Tower and barely alive. But the way is open to leave the cage of The Bird Catcher at this time, if you wish. If you do not leave, then you truly are dead and will die at the end, but everyone will know who you are, even if you become Jesus’ Witnesses, Witnesses for The Roman Jesus, the false god created c. 325 C.E. by The Romans and you will certainly be destroyed if you do. Because the footnote system in The New World Translation (NWT) proves that Jesus is God, something opposite to what you claim to believe and you cannot explain that and there is evidence to that effect on the page The Roman Jehovah and you will not fool anyone even if you try to destroy all the evidence, it’s too late. It is already known and has been known for some time by those in Government. No you will not get away with it. No way will God let you get away with it, because there is no injustice with God.

Eli understood, he saw Hanna’s tears, heard the sound in her voice and realized what was going on and then immediately knew what to do. That is a Priest of God with mercy. A man of God.

All I ever did was love you and you threw me away like garbage. So I did what David did, first order of business, set up worship in the wilderness.

Remember God loves you and Yeshua loves you.

“The present study of SOM neurons in the human bed nucleus of the stria terminalis (BSTc) provides unequivocal new data supporting the view that transsexualism may reflect a form of brain hermaphroditism such that this limbic nucleus itself is structurally sexually differentiated opposite to the transsexual’s genetic and genital sex.”

https://academic.oup.com/jcem/article/85/5/2034/2660626

The term transgender is a misapplied label. The correct term for girls who sufffer from masculinization in the womb is female only.

Transgender implies changing from one gender to another, while the technical term trans female is a heterosexual female from birth. It is not a lifestyle choice.

Programmed gender identity is irreversible.

Being raised culturally as a male can cause a form of multiple personality disorder.

Trans females experience dysphoria, a state of unease or generalized dissatisfaction with life.

Transitioning to living as a female occurs when the person realizes their true gender, even later in life.

Gender affirming surgery may alleviate dysphoria completely.

https://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/center-transgender-health/

Gender identity programming is irreversible. Gender identity programming is not a lifestyle choice. When the Bible refers to homosexuality, it is referring to a lifestyle choice (a boundary God has set as Our Father and Creator). Only God can judge a person’s sexuality. You will be what you are completely in God’s New World the Paradise Earth with a new body that corresponds to who you are and your sexual identity. And it will be absolutely perfect and you will know the glory of God like no one else.

Luke 6:37 NIV “Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.

There is no such thing as a trans-anything, regardless of how a person looks. Trans indicates a change from one thing to another. There are only men and women. For example, women who have been born with a birth defect or have been masculinized by their life experience, are only women. Regardless how a woman has been masculinized, either psychologically from birth or physically in the womb or both, they are just women. The term trans-female is a misnomer. A woman does not change into a woman. She is just a woman.

Once someone understands their true gender, it is appropriate to dress accordingly and groom yourself accordingly. Only God can judge gender identity. Simply state to God what gender you are in prayer. He has seen what has happened to people and will help you in any way possible.

Changes in appearance of a person labeled a trans should not be judged by anyone and they should not be called a trans.

The label trans should not be applied to anyone, especially yourself.

God created men and women, this is scriptural. He did not create trans anything. When God withdrew His Spirit from Adam and Eve, they became imperfect and eventually died. However, to say that God is responsible for creating trans people is a lie. Adam remained masculine and Eve remained feminine. Other factors are responsible for things like masculinization or femininization whether in the womb or psychologically.

Never comment about a person’s gender or talk about changes in appearance. They will identify themselves to you as a man or a woman.

We also in no way believe in the theory of evolution, or evolutionary changes to gender in humans. See the page “Wonders of Creation” for more knowledge about Creation.

For women

Satan may make try to masculinize you, violate you in the most intimate way imagineable, only realize that God in His infinite mercy, knows you are a girl. Do not be afraid of anything.

Homosexuals enjoy Satan and the demons’ manipulation of their private parts, women do not enjoy being violated in such an unholy way by male spirits. Satan does not have a gender preference, he enjoys sex with both.

This was a revelation even to God Himself.

Satan and demons materialized bodies. Big ones. Genesis 6:4 Why were the Nephilim so largre, is now explained.

Men were what they really wanted. This revelation explains in it’s entirety, everything about Satan and demons.

I will leave to psychologists to explain this phenomenon. It has something to do with compensating for penis envy.

This explains The “Problem” with Watch Tower and Synagogue of Satan (Revelation 2:9, 3:9) and the images at Kuntillet Ajrud entirely. See the YHWH and Yahweh of Shomron subheading on that page.

For men with this problem, do not be seduced by Watch Tower. In the near future, all genetic and physical defects will not exist and be corrected, in The Paradise Earth. God does not want people to have these types of problem at all.

My estimate is that Satan is deluded about the power thing, lives in denial and has something he wants to prove.

It was a deliberate decision of Satan’s that he didn’t want Our Abba anymore or to be part of the family of God

This is how Satan became the psychotic asshole with evil intent that he is.

He chose evil which is diametric to love. God is love. That is scriptural, and when a perfect person with full knowledge goes against Abba for any reason they become His enemy because love is naturally opposed to evil.

Now, Satan might have been forgiven, but he blasphemed God’s spirit (in every possible way) which is the only unforgiveable sin according to Yeshua, and Satan murdered Yeshua. That is why he absolutely will be destroyed, not suffer in any way, just winked out of existence by Yeshua, because that is justice. Now you must read the page titled Ahyah The True God to understand Our Father about these things. There is no hell, even for Satan. It is an old English word which simply means “cover with dirt”. Full explanation of this on the page I just mentioned.

Interesting Star Trek note: In one episode, Picard has remorse over his baldness. In The Paradise you may be bald or not depending on what you want, it will not be a genetic problem Consult with your wife about it.

Note about Satan. He could have gone to Our Father no matter what the problem was and Father in His infinite love would have said, fine Satan, I’ll make you a human if that was necessary for his eternal happiness. But Father did know that Satan had an ulterior motive, to be with men also.

About what has transpired in the history of Earth. I do not want to belittle… oh, sorry Satan.

I do not want to offend anyone, but as you can see Satan has a big problem… sorry again Satan.

All human suffering that has occurred on Earth throughout our magnaminous history and the horrors visited up humanity is the result of Satan’s inferiority complex. He has to be “the big man” and he’s out to prove something. See this page, to understand fully, the greatest enemy of all time.

He simply cannot accept being inferior to God. He’s got something that he wants to prove. That something about him, anything about him, is superior to God. And he is desperate to do so. He has delusions of grandeur, is conceited, nauseatingly boring, stupid about life and now we know the rest. He is impotent against the power of Our Father in Heaven, Ahyah, the God of Isra’al.

He was a spoiled brat (which can be a nice thing when you have eternal love for Our Father in Heaven). Without eternal love, you end up like Satan.

It’s all about him, with Satan. All he does is feed his ego. Don’t fall for it. Watch Tower depicts Satan with pictures that portray him as big as a planet. He loves it Watch Tower. He loves it. The only thing as big as the planet is his ego.

Get over yourself, Satan. You are not impressive in any way.

And you did it to yourself, but you’re not crazy. You did it on purpose. You are just evil with intent looking for someone to give you an excuse.

I know about you nutjob, more than anyone. You’re just looking for entertainment by causing problems for people because you have an evil mind and that is all. Your thoughts and world history prove it.

People who like Satan’s ideas about life and do not want to respect the very few reasonable boundaries set by Our Father in Heaven, such as no sex between unmarried people, will have the same eventually as Satan, because it is inevitable they will disrupt the peace of God’s family and cause divisions in it.

He politicked in Heaven, got followers, and is doing the same on Earth. He wants that power and will anything to get it, threating your potentially eternal life.

Look Satan, I don’t care if you don’t like the way you were created in Heaven. Like I said, if you would have gone to Father, He would have fixed the problem even making you human and giving you a penis if you wanted one. Now, get over it and quit bugging me, I knew you had a problem, I simply realize the scope of it.

I believe sincerely that Satan wanted a penis. It is highly likely his psychology is such that he also wanted to be with a man who had a penis. If you look at the Roman Religion and everything else about religion and sexual symbolism on The Roman Religion II page, you will understand what Satan is all about. Penises on the brain, like the Synagogue of Satan, Watch Tower. Satan wants a man but wants to have sex with that man from the front, which is not God’s intention for people, which I have explained on this page. Ideally, Satan would like to have a clone of himself, so that he can make love to himself while looking at himself with absolute love. But this defies the laws of physics in addition to being profane to Our Father in Heaven. I am not an expert, but this is what I believe to be the case.

It will not be this way in the Paradise soon to come, you’ll be one or the other. A man or a woman. Physically perfect for your gender. Period. There will be no hermaphrodites in the Paradise, you will be a man or a woman. The scriptures say that he will sort out many things with many people. So don’t worry about gender identity issues. Just don’t choose homosexuality as a lifestyle choice if you’re not sure. Also make it a matter of prayer and discuss it with Father and let Him know what you believe you are. You might be surprised to find out that He agrees with you.

Satan’s been at this for a long time, trying to produce a two-in one type of person. A person with a physical defect that He ultimately caused and then conditioning them, grooming them to think there is something wrong with them. Even so far as designing clothing that is gender neutral. Do not do these things you people.

Revelation 2022-02-04 Satan wants you to believe that Our Father and Yeshua are like Him.

Stay out of people’s bedrooms is my advice Watch Tower. Because you are obsessed with things like masturbation.

I want an army of psychologists on this. Satan is in denial about what he is. A male who wants a neo-vagina to be entered by a male sexually from the front so that they may look at each other.

I have asked God to give Satan a penis so that he can look at it and play with it if he wants to and leave us alone, but Satan will probably not leave us alone anyway, because he wants to be a man-woman and have sex with himself because he is so in love with himself.

Revelation 2022-02-22 He wants to make love to himself, while looking at himself, which defies the laws of physics, and the natural laws that God has set for His created people.

The evidence that led to this conclusion:

  • The Nephilim were large men, the offspring of materialized angels
  • Pictographic evidence in religion with phallic images
  • The sacred poles mentioned in the Bible, in the form of large penises
  • And the connection and the link of all time, Watch Tower’s obsession with masturbation and everything to do with it, reflecting Satan’s thoughts. Watch Tower is truly, The Synagogue of Satan, proven on the page titled The Roman Religion and the page titled The Roman Religion II

Psychologists and psychiatrists alike but review the quotes Watch Tower has made about masturbation at the following link to reach a full conclusion about this matter.

https://www.jwfacts.com/watchtower/quotes/masturbation.php

In addition to being evil with intent, Satan has inferiority complex about God and is trying to compensate for it, while at the same while at the same time he wants to make love to himself, while looking at himself, which defies the laws of physics, and the natural laws that God has set for His created people.

This is going to freak you out and must be understood. I am a woman but I understand something about the situation.

There are men, who go in to get SRS Surgery, so they may have a penis inside them. I will stop there. They are not the same as women with a birth defect. That is all. It is socialogical thing. Women sense it when there is a lot of testosterone in the room. Men doing men things and saying things like a man would.

A person should be put in a room full of each and find out their socialogical response to see if they have the same problem as Satan.

There were 12 people in the room at GRS Montreal, Canada. 3 of us girls born with birth defects at one end of the dining table and 9 men behaving, acting and talking like men. Too much testosterone in the room.

As a woman I sensed that Satan had a problem, and being analytical, tried to figure it out.

Men who want a man inside them sexually is not God’s creation, not God’s intention and was never God’s plan.

Satan is trying to substantiate to God, that he is right. Also, he wants to prove that he right by having others think as he does about it. God does not like it, want it, approve of it and it will not be in the Paradise. Certainly, those with gender identity problems will be helped to the ultimate degree, even with a new body if necessary. However, Satan is a male and the homosexual aspect is a lifestyle choice, not acceptable to God. Satan, being the leader of the demons had an ulterior motive as proven above. It was the male member that Satan desired, not a female.

Satan also has egomania.

Contact JHMedia@jhmi.edu if you have questions regarding your sexuality.

Listen, we need psychologists with faith in Ahyah, who can confirm what a person is definitively, because any test using devices that utilizes the EM Spectrum or energy can be manipulated by Satan to falsify the test.

If God had known about all of this, He would have stopped Satan. Satan was the first manifestation of evil in God’s creation. There was nothing to foreknow.

If you haven’t already, read about Satan on the pages titled How Meshikhi View Satan and How invoking a god works.

The pages titled The Roman Religion and The Roman Religion II prove everything about the two-sex god Jehovah.

Note to religious leaders

If you discriminate based on gender identity, you may be breaking the law. Neither God nor His Son would be involved in anything that is illegal.

http://www.ohrc.on.ca/en/code_grounds/gender_identity

Worse, if you use the Bible against anyone because of a condition they are born with and they have no control over and they are suffering from severe dysphoria, you may cause them to commit suicide. You will be responsible for their death. You must learn mercy. You do not know what a person has experienced or is experiencing.

Note to victims of religious persecution due to gender identity

Know that God loves you and that The Son of God loves you. If you have not received mercy know the following. Where there is no mercy, there is no God and no Son of God. I hope this will comfort you.

Even if your mother and father abandon you because of religion, God will not abandon you ever.

Masculinization in the womb occurs when there is a spike in adrenaline which causes a boost of testosterone. Thrill seeking and entertainment with horror or violent scenes should be avoided while pregnant.

Conversely, feminization in the womb can be the result of hormones in food and estrogens that cause hormone imbalances.

Try to eat organic foods if it is possible if you are pregnant. Our Father in Heaven knows it’s not always possible. Do what you can to eat natural foods.

Psalms 45:9,10,11 New International Version This is also a reality for me.

All I ever did was love God and His Son and love people. This entire website is proof.

I think of Ahvah as father with a small /f/ and Father with a capital /F/. And that will never change regardless of how Satan tries to place a wedge between us.

Please try to think this way.

With love

Christian suffering

If you suffer in this world for being a true Follower of The Christ, be proud of yourself. You are carrying the cross of Yeshua. Continue to magnify God above everything and praise Him for the glory given you. This is the attitude of Yeshua. Praise Ahvah! Honor Yeshua! You are Meshikhi, a Follower of The Messiah.

Romans 8:18 I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.

Read every one of these scriptures about Christian suffering and put on power.

1 Peter 4:14 And if you are reproached for the sake of the name of The Messiah, you are blessed, because The Glorious Spirit of God rests upon you.

1 Peter 5:10 And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you.

1 Corinthians 10:13 No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.

Galatians 3:28 There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Yeshua.

Our Father in Heaven gave us a special kind of mirror. We see ourselves from the inside. Look from behind your eyes and speak silently, just move your mouth. This will help you understand who you are and what you really look like in the Paradise.

Wear a wig until your hair grows out

Do not be tempted to blame God.

Some people have never really seen their natural face because of Satan and the demons, their entire life.

You may see it if the lighting is right in an iPhone that is turned off. It becomes a darkened mirror, if you are Meshikhi.

With love,

Sher

Satan’s Master Plan

“The present study of SOM neurons in the human bed nucleus of the stria terminalis (BSTc) provides unequivocal new data supporting the view that transsexualism may reflect a form of brain hermaphroditism such that this limbic nucleus itself is structurally sexually differentiated opposite to the transsexual’s genetic and genital sex.”

Satan devised ways to produce masculinization and feminization in the womb of pregnant women to convince humans that there is a two-sex God named Jehovah [PDF], a God with a feminine side. He then attacks the limbic nucleus of people born with this condition in an effort to convince people that there is a two-in-one person, both male and female at the same time. Post mortem examination of a person is the only way to determine the true gender of a person born with this condition. Some people know what gender they are, some do not find out until until later in life because of a lifetime of conditioning.

Satan also created The Roman Religion, which I am destroying with the power of God that is with me. The Roman Religion documents [PDF] and doctrine were created to destroy the Bible and make it unbelievable.

God is singular, masculine only and The Roman Religion will be destroyed by God.

The Inner Circle of Satan’s Religious World System

In my book ‘The Inner-Circle In The Outer World’, I gave a lot of information about the Inner-Circle and their view of the rest of the world. To them, all non-royals were their property and were to be used by them in any way that they wished. Which is why they would send people off to war, or destroy entire cities whenever they wished. People who have no idea that the world has been controlled not by average people, but by Inner-Circle royals have blamed war and human atrocities upon Humanity itself, when that is far from the truth. True Humanity has never had a chance, as the world has been controlled by the Inner-Circle for thousands of years.
Today, the Inner-Circle still exists, but though they are descendants of the royals who had once ruled, they no longer derive their power from inherited titles, but from knowledge and wealth. They laugh whenever they see the average person as a believer in the fictional God that their ancestors invented; as this is a measure of how much power they still enjoy over the rest of us. When they see the average person speak out of ignorance, they laugh. And that is because they know that as long as the public is ignorant, they are gullible and can still be easily controlled and manipulated.
The Inner-Circle have always lived lives of luxury and enjoyed many advantages and advances in science long before non-royals; but they never let on, because they did not want non-royals to have what they had, nor did they want non-royals to have knowledge, as knowledge itself, was power.
In modern times, archaeologists have been finding evidence of ancient inventions and innovations. The royals in ancient times held knowledge of all things; science and technology (physics, chemistry, etc.), our world and reality itself (metaphysics), of the universe (cosmology), of the things which limit the abilities of the human mind as well as those which enhance mental ability (epistemology), our planet and geography (they traveled worldwide). Of course, they did not want non-royals to know what they knew. Thus, they never wrote publicly about all that they knew or had access to; at least not in a clear, forthright manner.
The schools and libraries that we hear of in ancient records were limited to royals only. The only time that they allowed non-royals into “schools” was for the purpose of indoctrination, not to teach them what the royals knew. Royals had their own places of learning and training. Kings from all over would send their sons to learn at the Druidic colleges for thousands of years; up until the Romans invaded and stole their books, knowledge and innovations. And then, that was kept available only to certain royals – mainly within the family archives of elite royal families. Some of it was shared in libraries that were only accessible to certain royals, and proof of who each individual was who visited those libraries was required.
In the book that I had written about the Inner-Circle, I also told about how the Inner-Circle had various systems and laws unto themselves, and how they made laws that applied only to non-royals so as to put themselves at every advantage against us non-royals. They were kept informed by each other and updated on various events and developments via secret meetings which took place at various times of the year, and which were held in secret locations for different purposes.
Some of the meetings were for elections of I.C. members to certain offices, positions, and committees.
These meetings had protocol, including methods and means to ensure that only those who were of royal blood and of certain rank within the I.C. were permitted into such meetings or even knew about them.
If a non Inner-Circle member were ever caught trying to attend an I.C. meeting, they would be exposed and dealt with, usually be the death of the individual after a long session of torture to get as much information from that individual, so that they could also kill anyone else who might know about their meetings. So, they wanted to know who that individual’s family and friends were, so that they could be killed as well.
There have always been certain publications that were published and distributed only for the elite members of the Inner-Circle, such as newsletters, periodicals, newspapers, magazines, books, etc. And of which, those outside the Inner-Circle have never seen or heard of. Back in the first century Roman Empire, they had newspapers, for instance. But the non-royal public did not have them, only the elite royals did.
Some of the publications had names or titles like, ‘Novus Ordu’, ‘Triple O’, ‘The Insider’, and ‘Mammin’.
In ancient times, the I.C. had newspapers which were printed using various methods and which were produced using materials which could be easily destroyed once the run of the publication was finished.
They used wood-cut blocks, for instance. Which, once they were finished using, were tossed into a fire to destroy any evidence of them. They also used baked clay “rollers” and their own kind of ink, some of which was obtained from sources in the sea. They also used engraved wax blocks, which after use, were simply melted and used over again.
The descendants of the Inner-Circle of old still rule our world. They are the few who rule our world.
They are now known as The Oligarchy and are a but a small portion of those referred to as the 1%.

Secret societies are Satan’s way of controlling the religious world. He tried to recruit me as the ruler of the entire inner circle, after which he would utterly destroy me. But I am with my Father in Heaven always and simply noting everything on Earth my entire life practically. I didn’t blink an eyelash while doing so and Satan had no idea that I was an agent for God only and this is the humbling of Satan this day.

Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society of Pennsylvania, the secret society simply known as “The Society” is the epicenter of The Roman Religion, which I am destroying at this time.

All secret societies with their ambiguous language must now be destroyed by me.

The Government and The Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society of Pennsylvania, The Secret Society known simply as “The Society”

I became one of the anointed of Jehovah’s Witnesses, a member of their inner circle, April 14, 2014. At that time I began to have terrible spiritual problems and experiences.

I sent a message to Watchtower via their Bible study request form using my inner circle code 333. As a member of the inner circle of “The Society” the secret society of Watch Tower and Jehovah’s Witnesses anointed, it was a way of messaging them. But I was only trying to help them with doctrine and called it a doctrinal update.

Google “Mental Health of Jehovah’s Witnesses” with quotes to access a leaked government report that supports this. There is nothing wrong with the mental health of these people, it is entrapment (entrapment by malevolent spirit people). They are threatened spiritually if they expose anything about the inner circle of “The Society”. You will be considered to be “crazy” if you do.

Evidence I am providing as a former member of the inner circle of Watch Tower and Jehovah’s Witnesses anointed, the secret society known simply as “The Society” which I believed were involved in spiritual things that were not from God. A leaked government report.

A leaked government report from a .gov web address

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/1174772/ [PDF]

The mental health of Jehovah’s Witnesses
J Spencer

PMID: 1174772 DOI: 10.1192/bjp.126.6.556

Abstract

The function of religion in human society is complex. The part played by religion in psychiatric disorders is even more obscure. Previous literature and theories are divided into two groups: one school believes that intense religiosity is a symptom-complex indicative of psychiatric disorder, while the opposing view is that religious belief in some way acts as a defence mechanism protecting the individual and his psyche. The present study of 50 Jehovah’s Witnesses admitted to the Mental Health Service facilities of Western Australia suggests that members of this section of the community are more likely to be admitted to a psychiatric hospital than the general population. Furthermore, followers of the sect are three times more likely to be diagnosed as suffering from schizophrenia and nearly four times more likely from paranoid schizophrenia than the rest of the population at risk. These findings suggest that being a member of the Jehovah’s Witnesses faith may be a risk factor predisposing to a schizophrenic illness. Further studies would be interesting in investigating whether pre-psychotic people are more likely to join the sect than normal people and what part (if any) membership has in bringing about such a breakdown.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/1174772/ [PDF]

Communications with the spirits is done by “whispering”, moving your mouth silently. This is especially problematic for schizophrenics who whisper to themselves as part of their illness. Hence the diagnosis by doctors that people who become Jehovah’s Witnesses are predisposed in this way. In my case it was initiated by an Elder of Jehovah’s Witnesses during a conversation with him in the hospital when he visited me. As he spoke, the words he was saying were articulated by my tongue against the roof of my mouth. I knew it was some form of spiritual communications and I became adept at it. It progressed to “whispering” discretely and then “voices”. Those who engage in it are susceptible to mental torment and eventually mental torture. I refused to believe that God, who is love, would do this to anyone. Neither God, nor the Son of God, nor the Sacred Angels would use profanity and sexual language. Eventually, the true God, Ahyah, helped me to understand it and gave me the strength to endure it and gave me mastery over it.

The Society has it’s own secret language which is ambiguous speech. Only those who are anointed can understand it and I am a master of it. Messages and related images are sent overtly through the Watchtower magazine. This is why some images seem strange in the Watchtower. For example an image of a classroom full of monkeys. This indicated you were part of Monkey School, a Society inner circle thing. There are many such examples. Spiritual insights are known as “coffee” and communications via ambiguous speech is known as “the recipe”.

I hinted my inner circle code to an Elder while in field service. We were writing down house numbers. The house number was 33, so I saw the opportunity to let him know I was with the inner circle. When I used my inner circle code 333 he said to me, “I thought you were interesting”.

I also had the ultimate authority codeword “discrete”, which I used on only one occasion privately while in a car with an Elder and explained something spiritual to him.

As one who has the gift of discerning the spirits I have explained everything. Read the home page. You can be safe with Ahyah and He knows what was done to you. Understand that it is only communications, you are not demonized. It is impossible to have the sacred spirit of God and a demon at the same time. You might end up in a nauseating conversation with the stupid ones, that’s about it. The dreams have been programmed in, they are meaningless. Ignore them, regardless of production quality.

Here is where the man with ambiguous sayings is revealed. It is The Society. (Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society of Pennsylvania)

Daniel 8:23 “And in the final part of their kingdom, as the transgressors act to a completion, a fierce-looking king who understands ambiguous sayings will stand up.~New World Translation (NWT)

Isaiah 33:19 You will see those arrogant people no more, people whose speech is obscure, whose language is strange and incomprehensible.~New International Version

I was told about Area 51 by an Elder of Jehovah’s Witnesses. He told me that all Jehovah’s Witnesses know about it.

No more secret society.

The Synagogue of Satan is The Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society of Pennsylvania, the secret society known by insiders, simply as, “The Society”.

Kingdom Halls of Jehovah’s Witnesses are a processing center for Satan. People born with birth defects caused by Satan are tortured there. Women who suffer from masculinization in the womb are groomed and conditioned and Satan along with the elders of Jehovah’s Witnesses try to convince women born with a birth defect, that they are men with a feminine side. And elder told me that men have a feminine side, which is not how God created men and women. They are either masculine or feminine. The soul is formed first and then the body is masculinized or feminized in the womb. One elder visiting with another elder where I lived appeared to me, he is a man, but a the appearance of a woman did I see spiritually superimposed on his face. The way the men all cut their hair the same who are Jehovah’s Witnesses is a design of Satan. It must be brush cut around the edges. If a woman who has been masculinized in the womb and realizes it and grows her hair, the elders immediately begin to sexually harrass her and whip her with the Bible in the back room. Two men alone in the back room with a woman, trying to convince her that she is a man with a feminine side, which is not how God created men and women. Further, in the ultimate degrading of all time, asked me rhetorically if I had a penis. I am a woman who had a birth defect and had it surgically removed. They charged me with brazen conduct, made me read a scripture about male temple prostitutes, and told me I did not appreciate sacred things like my baptism into Christ. All the evidence about the name jehovah on this site prove that it is the two sex god of the Roman Religion that incorporated Christianity, and that Watch Tower and the Society reflect the thoughts of Satan and do Satan’s will in this regard without even knowing anything about people, and life or anything else. They do not see the tears of the lowly one or hear their cries nor listen to them as they pour out their soul before them. People born with birth defects are branded as wicked and handed over to Satan to be whipped spiritually by Satan as Our Lord Yeshua was. Then Satan or a demon playing the part of Jehovah, mentally tortures the woman, trying to convince her that she is a man. Tortured relentlessly mentally. But I defeated him. A vision was given me of a hand upon mine when my human mind was about to give out, not convincing me, but beyond the ability of the humand mind to withstand. And I told that little god, You are not God, Jehovah. My Father in Heaven would never torture me or anyone ever. This is the truth of God that I am speaking. But God was with me, and always a Father to me and helped me to understand what was happening to me, His daughter.

Jehovah’s Witnesses call the process of getting people born with birth defects “cleansing the congregation”.

Justice for women

With regard to justice for women.

You are now with Father, not Satan or one of his false gods.

If you are a woman, new to being Meshikhi, there is only one way to defeat Satan and please believe me, you don’t have to worry anymore, you are with Father and if you keep reading, you will learn how to deal with Satan.

Father is 100% male and so is Yeshua and every woman knows what that means.

As women, we are nurturing and love unconditionally, do we not?

The reason we were created is to be a complement, a helper and to make a man happy. That is our reason for being. It is not a negative thing at all. It is a wonderful thing, that men and women are the way we are.

Because we are nurturing, we only love.

And the love is unconditional.

And even when we are hurt, and it feels like death for a while, the love always returns.

Sometimes we shut down emotionally if we are hurt too much for too long.

And I understand.

But let me assure you of two things.

If you will spend the time sounding down into your soul that Father would never do anything to hurt you, and that only Satan would, you are about to find true salvation.

Eventually, you will identify Satan as the one who is evil and the one who wants to separate you from Our Father.

And Satan knows all the tricks in the book, but he does not really know us.

No male may ever know the ways of a maiden, The Bible says, and this is the truth. Not even Solomon with wisdom from God and not even Yeshua, wisdom personified.

It is meant to be a beautiful thing between men and women.

You are with Father now, and He also is a male 100% and every woman knows what that means.

And He is Our Father. Sometimes we feel like a little girl with Our Father, sometimes a mature woman. Isn’t that true?

This is why we have unconditional love and even want to marry Our Father when we are little girls.

It’s just a beautiful thing and it’s natural.

Now, at the outset I told you a bit about myself and that Satan tried everything to get me to hate Our Father and to feel that there is no justice or mercy with Him.

Once you know the things I talk about below, you will be equipped to deal with Satan, and you will eventually get over anything Satan has done to you and be stronger than you have ever been.

Any resentment or anger you have for God, will be gone.

Because you will identify Satan completely and you will identify evil completely and will understand, that it is an attack on our nature as women and our relationship with Our Father in Heaven.

And this is how it is, but it gets better and better the longer you are with Ahyah, who is the real God, and Our Father in Heaven.

Father understands what you have been through and will love you through all the emotions you must experience as you get over being conditioned by Satan to feel that there is a double standard for men and women. There is not. In Christ there are no men or women, all of God’s children experience the same thing once they become true Christians.

Just ask Father not to listen to you when you are venting or raging over things that have happened to you in the past. He understands and is always there with open arms when you are done venting and raging, And you will feel the feelings of a little girl again completely when you think about Him, because love is Eternal and life can only be one way. There is only love with Father and if you have read this page, you are understanding that God is love, that God is spirit and that God is Life.

If you feel shut down in your emotions, but you have taken the time to sound down into your soul that Father only loves you, after you are done venting and raging, the love you have for Him will always come back and you will start to understand Father more and not be worried anymore that Father doesn’t love you, even unconsciously.

Husbands. If you are silent, it kills a woman who was created only to make you happy. The rejection is too much for us and we die inside every time, a little bit, a little bit and eventually if it keeps going on we shut down emotionally. ‘At that point both the husband and wife are vulnerable to Satan’s attacks and you might even consider another person instead of your husband. You can divorce him if you simply can’t take it, but you are still married scripturally and there is no sex between unmarried people for Christians.

Look, we are women and nurturing and we love unconditionally because that is who we are and what we are and that is just the way it is. We love unconditionally and are hurt easily, yes ladies, no matter how tough you think you are, the little girl in you retreats and you shut down and many other things happen emotionally.

So we are playful girls sometimes and sometimes mature women, depending on the situation.

But if it is real love and unconditional love, no matter how many times we are hurt, the love comes back. And we get depressed because we know that we will die inside, a little more, a little more, and eventually shut down emotionally.,

Listen you husbands if you love your wife at all and don’t want to lose her. Do not be aggressive, violent, mean or cruel and do not be silent, which is all of those things at once.

Getting the picture? True love is eternal and returns when you think the abuse is over. This is the cycle of violence against women. Silence is cruelty like you can not imagine, and you will have no one to blame but yourself if she shuts down emotionally and divorces you. If you are without love, you will not be in the Paradise to come. And after your wife divorces you, if she waits for the Paradise, she can marry a nice man, gentle spiritual, kind, gallant and humble, not a mean prick like you.

It’s up to you husbands, if you want to change or not. But don’t think for a moment that God doesn’t know what you are doing, you abusive bastard. This is the true God of Isra’al, Our Father and He will find us someone else one day.

On a different topic.

Women, the Bible recommends not leaving your husband just because he is an unbeliever. If you only love, He may come to understand that you are happy, and if he loves you, he may have a change of heart. Both of you should read the page titled “Spiritual Couples” on this website. You will start to understand that love is Eternal and that marriage is meant to be eternal. But you don’t have stay in an abusive situation, Father understands. If your husband is loving and no problem you should just be loving also and stay married.

Now women, the moment of truth has arrived.

If love is real, it is Eternal, and the love always returns.

And we love our husbands unconditionally, don’t we?

So it has to be with God at this time, if you are coming from the world alienated from Our Father by Satan and conditioned to feel the feelings of a woman who has not received mercy or justice.

But the feelings will go away, if you love always unconditionally and realize what was done to you is not Our Father’s fault. He is 100% male and can never know what it is like to feel the emotions of a woman or to have a woman’s sense of righteousness or justice.

But love, real love, is unconditional, and He is Our Father, and the little girl in you will eventually trust Him again and you will fall in love with Him all over again if you will not listen to the evil that is Satan. You will be totally healed emotionally.

And here is the cure. Father is male, and not just male. I will say He is a pip of a male. Yes a pip, but as sure as the double yodh is his signature, He is a double pip.

Do not pray or ask Him for anything about being a woman. He cannot help you, because He has no clue whatsoever, and has to rely on us to love Him unconditionally, as we do as nuturing women, who’s husbands are pips. There are no exceptions ladies, this is what we must endure and it is eternal. Malachi 3:6 is the truth and then I will write you the scripture for women.

Malachi 3:6 “I Ahyah do not change. So you, the descendants of Jacob, are not destroyed.

Sher 1:1 I Sher, have understood Our Father in Heaven Ahyah, and He is as wonderful as can be. And there is no other explanation I can give to any woman living, except for this. Our Father in Ahyah cannot change, no more than a Leopard can change his spots. He is male and just as we have unconditional love for a husband and roll our eyes, yes I declare today, if you know Our Father and you are a woman, do not pretend you are dumb, roll your eyes if necessary.

Father!!!!!!

Malachi 3:16 But we wouldn’t change Father for anything, or it wouldn’t be Him. That is eternal love for Father.

“it’s a pip of a story”

Pip definition MerriamWebster.com and only in a funny way

Ahyah is male.

And I did not look this up in advance, it came out naturally
and I told Him so.

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pip

Definition: one extraordinary of its kind

And stupid when it comes to women.

And you can look this up yourself “pip”.

Ahyah is a male. One extraordinary of its kind.

And so is Yeshua and every male who has ever lived or will live.

So in addition to unconditional love, we must at times,
roll our eyes in bewilderment.

And scream, WE LOVE YOU FATHER!!!!!!!!!!!

And that fixes the eye rolling thing, until the next time.

And you will be happy.

Father is so hilarious.

Just as Yeshua read the scriptures and identified himself as The Messiah, I read the scriptures and identified myself. I am the woman mentioned at Psalms 45:9,10,11.

Yeshua is my lord (note the small l) just as Sarah called Abraham lord in her heart.

I am the woman of The Bible at Psalms 45:9,10,11 (New International Version NIV)

Father’s is a wonderful person and Satan is just an pataQ.

Yeshua is the finest example of a created person, wonderful in every way, look closely at this one and learn about life. He is the best Lord we could have hoped for as people.

With love.

I thought maybe it was this simple answer. I am only looking for Our Father in Heaven so I can have His Name. When I addressed Yahweh I felt it between my legs. Yahweh is The god of The Canaanites. I wrote this page before I found out.

2021-12-30 I experienced the same thing with Ahyah.

A little girl looks for her Father

Revelation 2022-02-19 I now understand much more than I did before. As women, we must carry our cross. Any woman who has ever being violated or masculinized by a male spirit creature knows, it is the most unholy, unnatural and indecent experience that a woman can have. If we have eternal love for Our Father in Heaven, we will accept this as His will in this matter of carrying our cross. True Our Father is singular masculine only and so is Yeshua and will never understand what it is to be a woman so violated in such an unholy, unnatural and indecent way, but we must accept it. Satan does not really want to prove anything about us nor can he. It is pure entainment for him, but it is allowed. So if we must be Satan’s whores to prove our loyalty to our Father in Heaven and our love for Him, we will.

The scripture says there is neither male nor female in Christ. It is a part of being Christian and we carry our cross and will not blame God.

All I ever did was love God and His Son and love people ever since I ran to Sunday School as a little girl, I couldn’t wait to be there, and I carry my cross. I am clean and holy, regardless how vulgar the experience or how defiled I feel.

Every woman has a little girl inside of them that retreats when a woman is violated. So as a Christian I carry my cross. The little girl inside of me is innocence itself, and does not understand, but I am a Christian woman at such times and understand. Such is the case of the cycle of violence against women by men.

The little girl inside of me only loves her Father, but at least now I know why I feel the way I do when I am violated.

This is the degree each one must have eternal love for Our Father in Heaven.

There is no injustice with God. This is also scriptural.

Being one of Satan’s whores is different to Satan using advanced technology to touch part of your brain to produce sensations on your body.

Justice is beautiful.

We are devoted to Our Father in Heaven, body, mind, skin and bone.

With love,

Sher

Revelation of all time for women 2022-02-23 4:03am

It doesn’t matter what you do sisters, if your husband does not listen to Our Father and what He says in the Bible, the scriptures inspired by the sacred spirit of Our Father, that is the problem. We are not the problem, and that is why you feel the way you do.

To the husbands: There’s nothing wrong with your wife jerks, listen to God and His words in the Bible inspired by the sacred spirit and you might not have a problem, you jerk.

Genesis 21:12 But God said to Abraham, “Be not displeased because of the boy and because of your slave woman. Whatever Sarah says to you, do as she tells you, for through Isaac shall your offspring be named.

And don’t feel bad sisters, Yeshua was not listening to me either. Father actually had to tell Him to.

The problem with couples is stupid husbands not listening to what Our Father says in the Bible, inspired by the sacred spirit of Our Father.

That is the only problem with any marriage in this world.

Sisters, they believe that they can give us a box of chocolates and be romantic and that will solve the problem. It will not.

Pray to Father when your husband is being stupid. He will take care of it.

Solution to the Garden of Eden. Satan desired the man’s penis in more ways than one and convinced other males that it would be good to have sex with the daughters of men. This is proved out in religion of all kinds, by images and sacred poles that include pictures of large penises. That’s why the Nephilim were so big.

Even was stupid, true, and ate the fruit, the Bible says she was deceived, but the man was not deceived.

Why was Eve so stupid, that she ate the fruit?

Her husband was obviously an asshole who did not listen to Father and was not about it, making sure about His wife.

When Eve brought him the fruit, he figured, great! Don’t have to listen to Father, what He says is bullsit, Eve is not dead.

This is great, says Adam, with a smile on His face. I can have this woman and whatever I want with her too.

The rest history proves this is true.

Husbands, who do not respect God enough to make sure their wives are taken care of every way, including spiritually, by listening to Our Father.

Obviously, Adam did not make sure of all things, obviously, otherwise he would not have been happy about her eating from the tree of life and would have said “Get away from me” and immediately told Father about it.

But that is not the case is it? He didn’t want to listen to Father in the first place.

In all history, and women have no excuse, but obviously there is a problem of epic proportions with disasterous results for the family that God created, starting with the first couple.

Father is not the problem when it comes to couples. Husbands are the root of the problem.

That does not excuse stupid women who do not listen to Father, but it explains much.

Husbands, don’t say “Don’t be mad at me”, sweet talk doesn’t do it. Sisters if the problem is real and you feel the man is not doing and will not listen to you, ask Father to tell Him and He will take care of it. Sweet talk will not be any good anymore from any man until he is doing what he is supposed to be doing.

As women, for rest of eternity, if a husband is stupid with us, one word will be on our lips. And that word is FATHER. We will go directly to him immediately and He will deal with you. Meshikhi will not put up with any bullshit from a husband again.

Now listen to me you people.

There is nothing wrong with Our Father in Heaven. Every word and every thought of His is holy and sacred and absolutely perfect in every way and will solve every problem ever conceived of between people in Heaven and on Earth.

Satan has caused a some problems that will be addressed by Father either in the Paradise Earth soon to come or in Heaven.

I will start the ball rolling by telling you some things about life.

Gender identity problems are not a problem for Father. Masculinization in the womb and feminization of men in the womb is not caused by Our Father in Heaven, the root cause is what Satan has done. Why has entertainment become darker and darker and more frightening? I’ll tell you why. For women who are pregnant. A spike in adrenaline causes a boost in testosterone in the womb and a girl becomes masculinized. For men, Satan has used estrogens and hormones in food and introduced them into the environment causing hormone imbalances, and so boys are feminized in the womb. This is the truth.

Father says in the Bible, no homosexuality. You will not live in the new world, nor in heaven if you choose homosexuality as a lifestyle choice.

Men who have SRS surgery to have frontal sex with another man, is not acceptable to God.

Our Father in Heaven has the right to set boundaries that are for the benefit of all created people and says NO to homosexuality as a lifestyle choice, because it reflects the mind of Satan and His attitude about what Our Father says. When Father says no, it means no.

The entire distaster that is the human family, is the result, of people not listening the source of life Himself, Our Creator and Our Sacred Father who not only created all things perfectly including people, but is the result of people not listening to Him when He tells them something.

The Bible’s clear instructions are all that is needed and a better translation, not by Princeton and Harvard who cannot translate their way out of a paper bag, but by the power of God. I have begun the process of perfecting transliteration and translation of The Holy Bible, by removing the false gods from it that were introduced using etymology by Satan since the beginning of written language. I have also identified the correct Torah, Targum Onkelos as the one to begin with. The real Faithful and Discrete Slave of God, know of it and will continue this work, as I am going to Heaven.

More about whether you are going to Heaven or living on the recreated paradise Earth are detailed on the page titled God is Life.

With love,

Sher

Witness of God

Remember God loves you and Yeshua loves you.

P.S. Yeshua listened to Father and now I am back to myself and life is more wonderful than ever!!!!!! And this is how I feel about Yeshua now even more. Happy, happy am I about my husband.

How I feel about my honeybunny, Yeshua 😀

Ahyah only knows what this means to me 😀

Once you have everything about Father straight in your brain, that is perfect love.

I see the problem of all people everywhere at once.

They don’t listen to Father.

There is a reason for every word that Father says, including every word about how marriage should be and what both the man and the woman should do to have a perfect marriage. We are imperfect, true, but if we listen to every word from Our Father who is the source of life and knows everything about everything on the matter, it would solve every marital problem on this world.

Sher

Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society of Pennsylvania and Kabbalist Judaism are not kosher Judaism

Watch Tower
The Unintentional Kabbalists

The laity are spiritually beautiful and wonderful people who have no idea about the activities of The Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society of Pennsylvania, the secret society known by insiders simply as “The Society”. The laity love God and His Son and love people. Please say a prayer for them.

Evidence I am providing as a former member of the inner circle of Watch Tower and Jehovah’s Witnesses anointed, the secret society known simply as “The Society” which I believed were involved in spiritual things that were not from God.

A leaked government report from a .gov web address

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/1174772/ [PDF]

The mental health of Jehovah’s Witnesses
J Spencer

PMID: 1174772 DOI: 10.1192/bjp.126.6.556

Abstract

The function of religion in human society is complex. The part played by religion in psychiatric disorders is even more obscure. Previous literature and theories are divided into two groups: one school believes that intense religiosity is a symptom-complex indicative of psychiatric disorder, while the opposing view is that religious belief in some way acts as a defence mechanism protecting the individual and his psyche. The present study of 50 Jehovah’s Witnesses admitted to the Mental Health Service facilities of Western Australia suggests that members of this section of the community are more likely to be admitted to a psychiatric hospital than the general population. Furthermore, followers of the sect are three times more likely to be diagnosed as suffering from schizophrenia and nearly four times more likely from paranoid schizophrenia than the rest of the population at risk. These findings suggest that being a member of the Jehovah’s Witnesses faith may be a risk factor predisposing to a schizophrenic illness. Further studies would be interesting in investigating whether pre-psychotic people are more likely to join the sect than normal people and what part (if any) membership has in bringing about such a breakdown.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/1174772/ [PDF]

Hillel

Isaiah 14:12 How you are fallen from heaven, Hillel son of the morning. How you are cut down to the ground, you who weakened the nations.

Hebrew: הֵילֵ֣ל בֶּן־שָׁ֑חַר | hêlēl ben-šāḥar double meaning, positive identification of Hillel as Satan and the historic figure Hillel

Methodology that produced Hillel. Putting הילל (הֵילֵ֣ל with no vowels) into Bing Translator produced Hillel precisely.

Hillel (c. 50 b.c.e.–early first century c.e.)

Palestinian rabbi, president of the Sanhedrin and interpreter of Biblical law: first to formulate definitive hermeneutic principles.

What we have received is the actual revelation of God’s Name Ahyah not the traditional rabbinic interpretation yehovah.

Strong’s H3068 Definition

יְהֹוָה Yᵉhôvâh, yeh-ho-vaw’; from H1961; (the) self-Existent or Eternal; Jeho-vah, Jewish national name of God:—Jehovah, the Lord. Compare H3050H3069.

https://www.blueletterbible.org/lexicon/h3068/kjv/wlc/0-1/

 Hillel (who became Satan) and his angels rebelled against God’s authority and tried to overthrow Him (Isaiah 14:12-15Ezekiel 28:12-16; Revelation 12:7-8).

Proof Yehovah/Jehovah worship is linked to Kabbalism, the laity are unaware

The revelation about Hillel now indicates that “all” religious leaders are listening to Satan and the demons and believing them.

Nehemia Gordon, a  prominent Karaite, is uncovering and revealing the ancient rabbinic origins of Yehovah, quoting rabbis who all trace back to Kabbalism (Jewish mysticism, magic and the occult).

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kabbalah

One of those who supported the Kabbalist vowel pointing for Yehovah (Jehovah) is Hillel the Elder.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jehovah mentions Hillel the Elder specifically. Direct link between Jehovah and Kabbalism.

The Kabbalah of Hillel and Shammai

Hillel was never referred to as “Rabbi Hillel” in classical times or among early rabbinic sources. It was said about Hillel that his reputation was a greater honor than any rabbinic title would have been (גדול מרבן שמו). Nevertheless, in the modern era, when anecdotes of his life are recounted or his sayings are quoted by non-Orthodox writers, he is sometimes given the anachronistic title “rabbi”.

Masoretic text suspect

It is likely the purpose of the Masoretic vowel pointing was to obscure the Name of God Ahyah and to conceal the name of Satan Hillel, as well as to cause the incorrect pronunciation of God’s Name should anyone discover it using the Masoretic text, confounding the experts. I highly suspect Kabbalism was involved in the vowel pointing of the Hebrew text.

Remember, it was by “removing” the vowels that the name Hillel was uncovered.

This begins the tribulation foretold by Yeshua at Matthew Chapter 24. The Tribulation began July 2, 2021 at 10pm Eastern Standard Time with the uncovering of Hillel.

Previous Revelation Matthew 24:21 is now understood in Aramaic

ܢܗܘܐ ܓܝܪ ܗܝܕܝܢ ܐܘܠܨܢܐ ܪܒܐ ܐܝܢܐ ܕܠܐ ܗܘܐ ܡܢ ܪܫܝܬܗ ܕܥܠܡܐ ܘܥܕܡܐ ܠܗܫܐ ܘܠܐ ܢܗܘܐ
Matthew 24:21 For then Ahyah I beg you please to bring forth the greatest tribulation from the time of creation until forever. It is fitting Ahyah to bring it into existence.

It is now apparent that a major component of the tribulation will be spiritual.

Genesis 6:3, Matthew 24:37 Bible time period 1914-2034 C.E. No one knows the day or the hour.

Jehovah’s Witnesses

Kabbalism is very convincing and I have experienced it myself as a member of the inner circle of The Society but never subscribed to it. You will have to war against Satan himself, but you can prevail with the infinite power of God. Only Ahyah is God.

Satan is less than nothing compared to the infinite power of God.

How it works

Whoever in your mind is God in Heaven will dominate you and continue to be your master.

Only Ahyah in Heaven is God.

Exodus 23:13 “Be careful to do everything I have said to you. Do not invoke the names of other gods; do not let them be heard on your lips.

If you think in your mind that Jehovah is in Heaven you will invoke him.

Jehovah’s Witnesses have progressively become a closed society since they adopted the name Jehovah in 1931. In this same year, Herbert W. Armstrong became an ordained minister and went on to lead The Worldwide Church of God (now The Restored Church of God), using the powerful medium of television to convince the world’s evangelicals that The United States and Britain constituted Israel. This is the reason for the incredible battlements and expenditures around Israel both overtly and covertly. Jehovah’s Witnesses have even modeled their Kingdom Halls after “synagogues” (Revelation 2:9, Revelation 3:9).

Revelation 2:9 I know your afflictions and your poverty—yet you are rich! I know about the slander of those who say they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan.

Revelation 3:9 I will make those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars—I will make them come and fall down at your feet and acknowledge that I have loved you.

Products of Christian Kabbalism

  • they have an exclusive Bible with matching doctrine
  • spiritual conversations are rehearsed, not natural, even casual conversations in casual settings are rehearsed based on keywords, like the way Google works. Unfortunately, like Google, some answers are correct and some are absolutely not correct. They only have partial knowledge. You can’t love people enough if you hate everything they do and believe that their worship is demonized. There are people who love God and His Son so much but can not differentiate the two people because their translation of the Bible is slanted because of false religion doctrines.
  • they have class distinctions
  • they teach non-scriptural suggestions about sex
  • they deny the physical resurrection of the Messiah (Luke 24:39)
  • they deny the cross calling it a stake or pole
  • they teach people that they have no soul (Psalms 103:1)
  • they have the abomination of desolation in their Bible (Isaiah 40:26)
  • they believe God can perform an evil act
  • requirement for two witnesses in the Bible misused
  • they harass and expel people based on irreversible gender identity issues
  • they use the Kabbalist name Jehovah for God – they were warned
  • they use the popularity of the name Yahweh as leverage when indoctrinating people
  • they use the popularity of the name Jesus Christ, also for leverage when indoctrinating people

References

https://www.dictionary.com/browse/hillel

https://www.encyclopedia.com/people/philosophy-and-religion/judaism-biographies/hillel

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biblical_hermeneutics

Eery coincidence https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hillel_Zeitlin

Early attempts at Christian Kabbalism

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christian_Kabbalah

How Yehovah became Jehovah

Same Kabbalah vowel points

The j sound in English is an example of a palatal consonant, while the y sound in English (akin to the j sound in many other languages) is an example of a palatal approximant.
In the former case (palatal consonant), the tongue is raised and flattened to touch the palate while in the latter case (palatal approximant) it does not touch the palate completely, allowing air to flow between the palate and the tongue.

While the modern Latin script has the letter j, Latin itself did not use j to start with and did not have a well-defined palatal consonant sound. Words like Iapheth, Iesus, Ieremiah, etc. were meant to be pronounced starting with a palatal approximant. In due course, due to natural phonological evolution, they began to be pronounced with a palatal consonant in certain Roman colonies. This gave rise to the need for distinction between the two sounds in writing. The letter j, which was really special cursive form of i became the symbol for this distinct new sound.

The voiced palatal approximant is a type of consonant used in many spoken languages. The symbol in the International Phonetic Alphabet that represents this sound is ⟨j⟩. The equivalent X-SAMPA symbol is j, and in the Americanist phonetic notation it is ⟨y⟩.

This means that when translating Hebrew to English the yodh is always a /y/ not a /j/.

Watch Tower has broken this rule when translating the yodh to English.

Kosher Judaism vs Kabbalism (Jewish mysticism, magic and the occult Deuteronomy Chapter 18)

True Judaism who are sincerely, I believe, trying to believe and have faith but are not sure yet about the promised Messiah.

The Roman Jehovah

Jehovah is the Name currently understood in some Bibles. It is actually Ahyah, not Jehovah, even though you may have known the True God personally and called Him by the Name Jehovah as I did for 18 years. This is the profound truth of the matter. I never believed that the first letter of His Name (yodh) was pronounced as an English /j/. And this is what led me to my lifetime search for the ancient Name of Our Father in Heaven, which has culminated with the Name Ahyah.

The book “The Rise, Decline and Fall of The Roman Religion” is all about how the Name Jehovah originated, however it caused the author to doubt the Bible itself, which is a tragedy. But he did leave many valuable insights into Divine Names and their origins and we owe him a debt of gratitude for looking at everything in existence concerning sexual symbolism and language. I have outlined some of of the highlights on the page titled “Do not be deceived”.

How The Roman god IHOH became JHOH and then JHO(va)H
Note the Roman influence

The j sound in English is an example of a palatal consonant, while the y sound in English (akin to the j sound in many other languages) is an example of a palatal approximant.
In the former case (palatal consonant), the tongue is raised and flattened to touch the palate while in the latter case (palatal approximant) it does not touch the palate completely, allowing air to flow between the palate and the tongue.

While the modern Latin script has the letter j, Latin itself did not use j to start with and did not have a well-defined palatal consonant sound. Words like Iapheth, Iesus, Ieremiah, etc. were meant to be pronounced starting with a palatal approximant. In due course, due to natural phonological evolution, they began to be pronounced with a palatal consonant in certain Roman colonies. This gave rise to the need for distinction between the two sounds in writing. The letter j, which was really special cursive form of i became the symbol for this distinct new sound.

The voiced palatal approximant is a type of consonant used in many spoken languages. The symbol in the International Phonetic Alphabet that represents this sound is ⟨j⟩. The equivalent X-SAMPA symbol is j, and in the Americanist phonetic notation it is ⟨y⟩.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Voiced_palatal_approximant

The Roman god IHOH and Kabbalism

You may read about IHOH hereand also here but use discernment, both IHOH and HU are mentioned.

IHOH is also part of Kabbalah

With this understanding you may read the book The Rise, Decline and Fall of The Roman Religion by James B. Hannay online in this archive

https://archive.org/details/in.ernet.dli.2015.228878

The Rise, Decline and Fall of the Roman Religion by By James B. Hannay 257 Pages, Originally published 1925 ISBN ISBN 0-7873-0369-0

You can find it in print here if you are interested.

Kabbalistic interpretation of the Hebrew Tetragrammaton

Glynda-Lee Hoffmann writes in: The Secret Dowry of Eve: Woman’s Role in the Development of Consciousness:

QUOTE

In Genesis the Qabalists presented the pattern of wholeness in several ingenious ways throughout the text. The pattern can be recognized only (initially) if the text is studied letter by letter, because it is revealed through the code that positions the letters. The code is quite simple. All the words of text are actually acronyms. For instance, “the Lord” is the acronym YHWH, derived from the first letters of the names of the Autiot, Yod-Hay-Waw-Hawy. Yod is a physical container, the body. Waw or Vav is the sixth Aut…, a fertilizing agent. Hay, fifth Aut in the Qabalic system, is the archetype of life. YHWH has two Hays – one for inner life and the other for outher life.

Therefore, YHWH is not a deity, but rather a reference to the continual process of inner life fertilizing outer life and outer life fertilizing inner life. It is the self-awareness and transformation that unfold as we process data from both our inner and outer worlds, naturally producing changes and alterations in behavior. YHWH is a process that can occur only in human beings, the simple process of recognizing when our actions fail to result in what we intended, producing a change in our behavior so that the desired intentions can then be realized. When YHWH is read linguistically, it becomes the clumsy Yahweh and irrevocably loses its original sacred meaning. Its interpretation as the Lord, or Jehovah, is equally misleading.

UNQUOTE

It sounds like she is saying that YHWH is an acronym for those four letters, and she uses Qabalistic concepts. But her conclusion that YHWH is a process and “not a deity” sounds in conflict with the teachings in the Torah. Is that just her own conclusion and not that of Qabalah?

http://bhebrew.biblicalhumanities.org/viewtopic.php?t=860

Also read: Language: The Reason for Middle East instability

Watch Tower inappropriate suggestions to people about sex,non-scriptural teachings

Watch Tower has turned the glory if God into a joke about masturbation on the Internet. They do many such things. They “suggest” what you should wear. This also not to do. Our Father in Heaven loves endless variety and it is evident in creation. North Korea also suggests what people should wear. I’ve written about hair length for men on this website. It should not be only 1950’s corporate and beards should be allowed. The Christian congregation is not a military barracks. Relaxed hair length for men and beards would go a long way to naturalizing Jehovah’s Witnesses as people and individuals, not controlled in such subtle ways that you are perceived as a cult.

Watchtower image masturbation article, subheading How to Stop Unclean Practices

https://www.jw.org/en/library/magazines/watchtower-simplified-august-2017/strip-off-keep-off-old-personality/

The masturbation decision by Jehovah’s Witnesses declaring it an unclean habit is the most embarrassing in the history of religion, based on sophisticated editing and making associations with unclean practices, not on scriptural reasoning. It is beyond words. Sex by yourself including masturbation is a personal choice matter, we are dignified with it.

Watch Tower introduces dangerous thought linking technique to make masturbation an unclean practice.

Jehovah’s Witnesses have progressively become a closed society since 1931. They are genuinely loving people by nature and believe their doctrine is the only way to salvation and their god, the only God. The religious leaders know how to control people and they know how to gaslight them and convince them that anything that they say is gospel. They are able to change the reality of God and the Bible in your mind with their doctrine and matching Bible.

The Bible is explicit about what not to do sexually. Nothing else is needed but its clear instructions. 2 Timothy 3:16,17

Normally, the thought linking technique is very sophisticated and invisible to readers. On this subject however, it is abundantly clear.

Watchtower August 2016 paragraph 17 implying masturbation “is the same as” or “is as bad as” sexual immorality when it is not even directly mentioned in the Bible.

DECODING THE WATCHTOWER

Bold is the association.

Italic is the desired belief they want to inculcate in the mind of the reader

Here is the excerpt:
What can help a Christian to decide whether to get married? 17 Whether to stay single or to get married is a matter of determining in one’s heart if one is able to cultivate the gift of singleness. The apostle Paul recommended singleness; yet, he said: “Because of the prevalence of sexual immorality, let each man have his own wife and each woman have her own husband.” Paul added: “If they do not have self-control, let them marry, for it is better to marry than to be inflamed with passion.” Getting married can help a person to avoid letting passion lead him to such a practice as masturbation or to sexual immorality.

Note the linkage. …such as a practice as masturbation or to sexual immorality. There is no actual link, it is very sophisticated editing. By tying it to sexual immorality with the word “or” it is making it the same as sexual immorality.

If you want to and insist on tying the word uncleanness to the emission of semen at Leviticus, then what about a woman who is masturbating? There is no emission of semen. You are only ceremonially unclean for a while after sex across the board. But if it is urgent or an emergency, pray anyway.

The leap by Watchtower – Making masturbation an unclean habit, once again making associations, not using scriptural reasoning.

Watch Tower August 2017 paragraph 8 8. What are some things that can make us unclean in God’s eyes?

8 Uncleanness. The original Bible word translated “uncleanness” is a broad term that includes much more than sexual sins. It can refer to the harmful practice of smoking or the telling of obscene jokes. (2 Cor. 7:1; Eph. 5:3, 4) It also applies to unclean activities practiced by an individual in private, such as reading sexually stimulating books or viewing pornography, which may lead to the unclean habit of masturbation.?—Col. 3:5.

To fully appreciate Watch Tower’s view, you must read this page.

https://www.jwfacts.com/watchtower/quotes/masturbation.php

Watchtower is the widest distributed magazine worldwide and included the above instructions about masturbation.

https://www.businessinsider.com/the-most-widely-read-magazine-in-the-world-is-the-monthly-pub-of-jehovahs-witnesses-2010-9

It is better to masturbate than to have sex before you are married. Or worse, engaging in spiritual things while sexually aroused.

Where it concerns sex, Watchtower doesn’t know anything. Nothing else is needed except for the Bible’s clear instructions about sex.

What can I say about you, beloved Witnesses. So much faith, so much love for God, so much gone wrong.

A young man in the ministry once told the group that an elder had once told him never to put his penis in a girl’s mouth.

This is the truth about the kind of things that happen with people who are raised as Jehovah’s Witnesses.

As for Christianity, the Governing Body of Jehovah’s Witnesses and their Elders are socially backwards, spiritually xenophobic and sexually immature people with regards to God, who believe they will lead people to Salvation by telling them not to masturbate.

Transsexual, transgender and intersex people are not represented in Kingdom Halls of Jehovah’s Witnesses because they are sexually harassed and expelled for the way they are born.

The tragedy of it is, they (the Governing Body of Jehovah’s Witnesses and their Elders), believe they are God’s chosen people and they don’t even know His blessed Name. Only the love of the laity has saved anyone so far.

Concluding Facts

Proven above is the fact that the Masoretic Text and Hebrew Bible are incorrect. The grammar is correct, the vowels are not. Removing the vowels altogether reveal the name of Satan Hillel, linked directly to Hillel the Elder, who was not a Rabbi at all, but was so named as the greatest sage of all time and given the title “The Rabbi”. He lived until c. 30 C.E. as a member of the Sanhedrin, the same Sanhedrin, who whipped and beat The Messiah in an all night mock trial and then murdered him by having him nailed to a cross at Cavalry.  And a direct link is provided above, proving that he was one of the ones who approved of the vowel pointing for the name Jehovah. 

See also the page titled The Roman Religion II.

With regard to justice for women.

You are now with Father, not Satan or one of his false gods.

If you are a woman, new to being Meshikhi, there is only one way to defeat Satan and please believe me, you don’t have to worry anymore, you are with Father and if you keep reading, you will learn how to deal with Satan.

Father is 100% male and so is Yeshua and every woman knows what that means.

As women, we are nurturing and love unconditionally, do we not?

The reason we were created is to be a complement, a helper and to make a man happy. That is our reason for being. It is not a negative thing at all. It is a wonderful thing, that men and women are the way we are.

Because we are nurturing, we only love.

And the love is unconditional.

And even when we are hurt, and it feels like death for a while, the love always returns.

Sometimes we shut down emotionally if we are hurt too much for too long.

And I understand.

But let me assure you of two things.

If you will spend the time sounding down into your soul that Father would never do anything to hurt you, and that only Satan would, you are about to find true salvation.

Eventually, you will identify Satan as the one who is evil and the one who wants to separate you from Our Father.

And Satan knows all the tricks in the book, but he does not really know us.

No male may ever know the ways of a maiden, The Bible says, and this is the truth. Not even Solomon with wisdom from God and not even Yeshua, wisdom personified.

It is meant to be a beautiful thing between men and women.

You are with Father now, and He also is a male 100% and every woman knows what that means.

And He is Our Father. Sometimes we feel like a little girl with Our Father, sometimes a mature woman. Isn’t that true?

This is why we have unconditional love and even want to marry Our Father when we are little girls.

It’s just a beautiful thing and it’s natural.

Now, at the outset I told you a bit about myself and that Satan tried everything to get me to hate Our Father and to feel that there is no justice or mercy with Him.

Once you know the things I talk about below, you will be equipped to deal with Satan, and you will eventually get over anything Satan has done to you and be stronger than you have ever been.

Any resentment or anger you have for God, will be gone.

Because you will identify Satan completely and you will identify evil completely and will understand, that it is an attack on our nature as women and our relationship with Our Father in Heaven.

And this is how it is, but it gets better and better the longer you are with Ahyah, who is the real God, and Our Father in Heaven.

Father understands what you have been through and will love you through all the emotions you must experience as you get over being conditioned by Satan to feel that there is a double standard for men and women. There is not. In Christ there are no men or women, all of God’s children experience the same thing once they become true Christians.

Just ask Father not to listen to you when you are venting or raging over things that have happened to you in the past. He understands and is always there with open arms when you are done venting and raging, And you will feel the feelings of a little girl again completely when you think about Him, because love is Eternal and life can only be one way. There is only love with Father and if you have read this page, you are understanding that God is love, that God is spirit and that God is Life.

If you feel shut down in your emotions, but you have taken the time to sound down into your soul that Father only loves you, after you are done venting and raging, the love you have for Him will always come back and you will start to understand Father more and not be worried anymore that Father doesn’t love you, even unconsciously.

Husbands. If you are silent, it kills a woman who was created only to make you happy. The rejection is too much for us and we die inside every time, a little bit, a little bit and eventually if it keeps going on we shut down emotionally. ‘At that point both the husband and wife are vulnerable to Satan’s attacks and you might even consider another person instead of your husband. You can divorce him if you simply can’t take it, but you are still married scripturally and there is no sex between unmarried people for Christians.

Look, we are women and nurturing and we love unconditionally because that is who we are and what we are and that is just the way it is. We love unconditionally and are hurt easily, yes ladies, no matter how tough you think you are, the little girl in you retreats and you shut down and many other things happen emotionally.

So we are playful girls sometimes and sometimes mature women, depending on the situation.

But if it is real love and unconditional love, no matter how many times we are hurt, the love comes back. And we get depressed because we know that we will die inside, a little more, a little more, and eventually shut down emotionally.,

Listen you husbands if you love your wife at all and don’t want to lose her. Do not be aggressive, violent, mean or cruel and do not be silent, which is all of those things at once.

Getting the picture? True love is eternal and returns when you think the abuse is over. This is the cycle of violence against women. Silence is cruelty like you can not imagine, and you will have no one to blame but yourself if she shuts down emotionally and divorces you. If you are without love, you will not be in the Paradise to come. And after your wife divorces you, if she waits for the Paradise, she can marry a nice man, gentle spiritual, kind, gallant and humble, not a mean prick like you.

It’s up to you husbands, if you want to change or not. But don’t think for a moment that God doesn’t know what you are doing, you abusive bastard. This is the true God of Isra’al, Our Father and He will find us someone else one day.

On a different topic.

Women, the Bible recommends not leaving your husband just because he is an unbeliever. If you only love, He may come to understand that you are happy, and if he loves you, he may have a change of heart. Both of you should read the page titled “Spiritual Couples” on this website. You will start to understand that love is Eternal and that marriage is meant to be eternal. But you don’t have stay in an abusive situation, Father understands. If your husband is loving and no problem you should just be loving also and stay married.

Now women, the moment of truth has arrived.

If love is real, it is Eternal, and the love always returns.

And we love our husbands unconditionally, don’t we?

So it has to be with God at this time, if you are coming from the world alienated from Our Father by Satan and conditioned to feel the feelings of a woman who has not received mercy or justice.

But the feelings will go away, if you love always unconditionally and realize what was done to you is not Our Father’s fault. He is 100% male and can never know what it is like to feel the emotions of a woman or to have a woman’s sense of righteousness or justice.

But love, real love, is unconditional, and He is Our Father, and the little girl in you will eventually trust Him again and you will fall in love with Him all over again if you will not listen to the evil that is Satan. You will be totally healed emotionally.

And here is the cure. Father is male, and not just male. I will say He is a pip of a male. Yes a pip, but as sure as the double yodh is his signature, He is a double pip.

Do not pray or ask Him for anything about being a woman. He cannot help you, because He has no clue whatsoever, and has to rely on us to love Him unconditionally, as we do as nuturing women, who’s husbands are pips. There are no exceptions ladies, this is what we must endure and it is eternal. Malachi 3:6 is the truth and then I will write you the scripture for women.

Malachi 3:6 “I Ahyah do not change. So you, the descendants of Jacob, are not destroyed.

Sher 1:1 I Sher, have understood Our Father in Heaven Ahyah, and He is as wonderful as can be. And there is no other explanation I can give to any woman living, except for this. Our Father in Ahyah cannot change, no more than a Leopard can change his spots. He is male and just as we have unconditional love for a husband and roll our eyes, yes I declare today, if you know Our Father and you are a woman, do not pretend you are dumb, roll your eyes if necessary.

Father!!!!!!

Malachi 3:16 But we wouldn’t change Father for anything, or it wouldn’t be Him. That is eternal love for Father.

“it’s a pip of a story”

Pip definition MerriamWebster.com and only in a funny way

Ahyah is male.

And I did not look this up in advance, it came out naturally
and I told Him so.

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pip

Definition: one extraordinary of its kind

And stupid when it comes to women.

And you can look this up yourself “pip”.

Ahyah is a male. One extraordinary of its kind.

And so is Yeshua and every male who has ever lived or will live.

So in addition to unconditional love, we must at times,
roll our eyes in bewilderment.

And scream, WE LOVE YOU FATHER!!!!!!!!!!!

And that fixes the eye rolling thing, until the next time.

And you will be happy.

Father is so hilarious.

Just as Yeshua read the scriptures and identified himself as The Messiah, I read the scriptures and identified myself. I am the woman mentioned at Psalms 45:9,10,11.

Yeshua is my lord (note the small l) just as Sarah called Abraham lord in her heart.

I am the woman of The Bible at Psalms 45:9,10,11 (New International Version NIV)

Father’s is a wonderful person and Satan is just an pataQ.

Yeshua is the finest example of a created person, wonderful in every way, look closely at this one and learn about life. He is the best Lord we could have hoped for as people.

With love.

I thought maybe it was this simple answer. I am only looking for Our Father in Heaven so I can have His Name. When I addressed Yahweh I felt it between my legs. Yahweh is The god of The Canaanites. I wrote this page before I found out.

2021-12-30 I experienced the same thing with Ahyah.

A little girl looks for her Father

Revelation 2022-02-19 I now understand much more than I did before. As women, we must carry our cross. Any woman who has ever being violated or masculinized by a male spirit creature knows, it is the most unholy, unnatural and indecent experience that a woman can have. If we have eternal love for Our Father in Heaven, we will accept this as His will in this matter of carrying our cross. True Our Father is singular masculine only and so is Yeshua and will never understand what it is to be a woman so violated in such an unholy, unnatural and indecent way, but we must accept it. Satan does not really want to prove anything about us nor can he. It is pure entainment for him, but it is allowed. So if we must be Satan’s whores to prove our loyalty to our Father in Heaven and our love for Him, we will.

The scripture says there is neither male nor female in Christ. It is a part of being Christian and we carry our cross and will not blame God.

All I ever did was love God and His Son and love people ever since I ran to Sunday School as a little girl, I couldn’t wait to be there, and I carry my cross. I am clean and holy, regardless how vulgar the experience or how defiled I feel.

Every woman has a little girl inside of them that retreats when a woman is violated. So as a Christian I carry my cross. The little girl inside of me is innocence itself, and does not understand, but I am a Christian woman at such times and understand. Such is the case of the cycle of violence against women by men.

The little girl inside of me only loves her Father, but at least now I know why I feel the way I do when I am violated.

This is the degree each one must have eternal love for Our Father in Heaven.

There is no injustice with God. This is also scriptural.

Being one of Satan’s whores is different to Satan using advanced technology to touch part of your brain to produce sensations on your body.

Justice is beautiful.

We are devoted to Our Father in Heaven, body, mind, skin and bone.

With love,

Sher

Revelation of all time for women 2022-02-23 4:03am

It doesn’t matter what you do sisters, if your husband does not listen to Our Father and what He says in the Bible, the scriptures inspired by the sacred spirit of Our Father, that is the problem. We are not the problem, and that is why you feel the way you do.

To the husbands: There’s nothing wrong with your wife jerks, listen to God and His words in the Bible inspired by the sacred spirit and you might not have a problem, you jerk.

Genesis 21:12 But God said to Abraham, “Be not displeased because of the boy and because of your slave woman. Whatever Sarah says to you, do as she tells you, for through Isaac shall your offspring be named.

And don’t feel bad sisters, Yeshua was not listening to me either. Father actually had to tell Him to.

The problem with couples is stupid husbands not listening to what Our Father says in the Bible, inspired by the sacred spirit of Our Father.

That is the only problem with any marriage in this world.

Sisters, they believe that they can give us a box of chocolates and be romantic and that will solve the problem. It will not.

Pray to Father when your husband is being stupid. He will take care of it.

Solution to the Garden of Eden. Satan desired the man’s penis in more ways than one and convinced other males that it would be good to have sex with the daughters of men. This is proved out in religion of all kinds, by images and sacred poles that include pictures of large penises. That’s why the Nephilim were so big.

Even was stupid, true, and ate the fruit, the Bible says she was deceived, but the man was not deceived.

Why was Eve so stupid, that she ate the fruit?

Her husband was obviously an asshole who did not listen to Father and was not about it, making sure about His wife.

When Eve brought him the fruit, he figured, great! Don’t have to listen to Father, what He says is bullsit, Eve is not dead.

This is great, says Adam, with a smile on His face. I can have this woman and whatever I want with her too.

The rest history proves this is true.

Husbands, who do not respect God enough to make sure their wives are taken care of every way, including spiritually, by listening to Our Father.

Obviously, Adam did not make sure of all things, obviously, otherwise he would not have been happy about her eating from the tree of life and would have said “Get away from me” and immediately told Father about it.

But that is not the case is it? He didn’t want to listen to Father in the first place.

In all history, and women have no excuse, but obviously there is a problem of epic proportions with disasterous results for the family that God created, starting with the first couple.

Father is not the problem when it comes to couples. Husbands are the root of the problem.

That does not excuse stupid women who do not listen to Father, but it explains much.

Husbands, don’t say “Don’t be mad at me”, sweet talk doesn’t do it. Sisters if the problem is real and you feel the man is not doing and will not listen to you, ask Father to tell Him and He will take care of it. Sweet talk will not be any good anymore from any man until he is doing what he is supposed to be doing.

As women, for rest of eternity, if a husband is stupid with us, one word will be on our lips. And that word is FATHER. We will go directly to him immediately and He will deal with you. Meshikhi will not put up with any bullshit from a husband again.

Now listen to me you people.

There is nothing wrong with Our Father in Heaven. Every word and every thought of His is holy and sacred and absolutely perfect in every way and will solve every problem ever conceived of between people in Heaven and on Earth.

Satan has caused a some problems that will be addressed by Father either in the Paradise Earth soon to come or in Heaven.

I will start the ball rolling by telling you some things about life.

Gender identity problems are not a problem for Father. Masculinization in the womb and feminization of men in the womb is not caused by Our Father in Heaven, the root cause is what Satan has done. Why has entertainment become darker and darker and more frightening? I’ll tell you why. For women who are pregnant. A spike in adrenaline causes a boost in testosterone in the womb and a girl becomes masculinized. For men, Satan has used estrogens and hormones in food and introduced them into the environment causing hormone imbalances, and so boys are feminized in the womb. This is the truth.

Father says in the Bible, no homosexuality. You will not live in the new world, nor in heaven if you choose homosexuality as a lifestyle choice.

Men who have SRS surgery to have frontal sex with another man, is not acceptable to God.

Our Father in Heaven has the right to set boundaries that are for the benefit of all created people and says NO to homosexuality as a lifestyle choice, because it reflects the mind of Satan and His attitude about what Our Father says. When Father says no, it means no.

The entire distaster that is the human family, is the result, of people not listening the source of life Himself, Our Creator and Our Sacred Father who not only created all things perfectly including people, but is the result of people not listening to Him when He tells them something.

The Bible’s clear instructions are all that is needed and a better translation, not by Princeton and Harvard who cannot translate their way out of a paper bag, but by the power of God. I have begun the process of perfecting transliteration and translation of The Holy Bible, by removing the false gods from it that were introduced using etymology by Satan since the beginning of written language. I have also identified the correct Torah, Targum Onkelos as the one to begin with. The real Faithful and Discrete Slave of God, know of it and will continue this work, as I am going to Heaven.

More about whether you are going to Heaven or living on the recreated paradise Earth are detailed on the page titled God is Life.

With love,

Sher

Witness of God

Remember God loves you and Yeshua loves you.

P.S. Yeshua listened to Father and now I am back to myself and life is more wonderful than ever!!!!!! And this is how I feel about Yeshua now even more. Happy, happy am I about my husband.

How I feel about my honeybunny, Yeshua 😀

Ahyah only knows what this means to me 😀

Once you have everything about Father straight in your brain, that is perfect love.

I see the problem of all people everywhere at once.

They don’t listen to Father.

There is a reason for every word that Father says, including every word about how marriage should be and what both the man and the woman should do to have a perfect marriage. We are imperfect, true, but if we listen to every word from Our Father who is the source of life and knows everything about everything on the matter, it would solve every marital problem on this world.

Sher

P.S. As a woman you may experience the angel of God or the angel of Satan as Paul noted in The Bible. It is obscene having a masculine presence in your mouth and throat and you will want to die if you experience it, being violated this way, but it is allowed to happen to us.

Proof that this fucking holodeck experience is fucking Caananite Religion inspired by Satan
Before I knew I would be Yeshua’s wife, I experienced the truth and all women will understand the men of this world.
After a little conversation, I gave a man the wildest sexual experience of his life that blew his mind.
What was the result?
Was it romantic? Loving? A nice man who had a nice time with his new girlfriend online?
I will now tell you, after the most mind blowing sex online he had ever experienced (and he said so), I did not experience any kind of talk indicating the love of a human man. No. And these were his words after the best online sexual experience of his life.
Let me tell you about my cock. You will love my cock.
Well, it was very nice meeting your penis, but your penis was not exactly what I was hoping to meet.
I was hoping to meet a person, a man, not just a penis.
All women may now say, amen.

From my sordid life (just kidding, I was just a hopeless romantic) I have learned the following sisters. You know the feeling when a man makes you feel like dogshit and death and you want to be buried and dead, hear me now. No woman should be made to feel this way. If a man makes you feel this way, don’t live like that. Tell God why you are leaving the guy and dignify yourself as a woman. Father will make sure you have a wonderful man one day soon in the Paradise, whether in Heaven or on the restored Paradise Earth. Honestly, I’ve been there and the guy is not worth it, feeling that way. The day I realized that is the day I was dignified as a woman, a beautiful creation of God and we will be genetically perfect, and any man will want us, as long as we have faith in Our Father in Heaven and only trust Him implicitly about this.

I am not suprised.
Because they are using a Bible that calls God, Elohim. Which in part is worship of El, The Supreme God of The Canaanites. A full breakdown of Elohim and the etymological sea monster mentioned in The Bible, which God will kill may be found on the page titled, “The Sea Monster”.

This is a brief glimpse into this Canaanite world reflecting the mind of Satan.

Regarding Eve in the garden of Eden. Satan desired, yes desired to have the man’s penis in more ways than one. Oddly enough, he chose a serpent, a coincidence I am sure.

Having been violated by Satan myself in the past I found it the most unholy experience that a woman could ever experience. And no, it was not enjoyable. I had to walk down the street, with my vagina feeling torn.

I’m sure, since Eve suddenly found the fruit desirable to look upon, that more than a piece of fruit was involved.

I’m sure about it. Satan made it a little more desirable by showing her just what a serpent could do for her.

All of this is a profaning of the Creation of Our Holy God and an abomination before Him always. If it wasn’t for His love for people the entire joke that is Satan’s world would have already been destroyed, as it will be in the near future.

If you are wondering, women truly enjoy eros, but we can live without it. We would take love over eros any day and which is why I chose Heaven instead of living upon the Earth forever. We can live without eros, but we are like dying flowers when we do not receive love.

Nothing but love,

Do not misunderstand me.

I will tell you how to know it is a man of God or not my sisters.

Imperfect man example: Eli the Priest in the Bible.

Hanna was praying to Abba and her lips were moving. Eli did not know how women talk with Father.

He said Hanna, “Are you drunk?”

Hanna said, no, but I pour out my soul to Father.

Immediately, Eli saw the tears of Hanna, the look on her face, and heard her voice and immediately understood what to do because Eli is a man of God.

1 Samu’al 1:17 Eli answered, “Go in peace, and may the God of Israel grant you what you have asked of him.

The man of God, Eli,  heard the cry of the lowly one, saw her tears and understood immediately what Father wanted Him to do. He did not need to be told what to do. That is a man of God who knows Father.

Perfect man example: Yeshua The Son of God

A woman who suffered for many years said to herself, if I only touch the fringe of His garment, I will be well.

So, she was technically unclean from the standpoint of the Priests, from a flow of blood that was beyond her control, 

Yeshua was not like them at all. Mercy for the woman did He give. Pay attention to this.

He asked the woman why she touched His garment. Note he did not accuse her of anything at all.

She explained her problem and that she had faith that if she only touched the fringe of His garment, she would be healed.

Hear Yeshua’s reply.

Mark 5:34 And he said to her, “Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace. Your suffering is over.”

You hear not only mercy in Yeshua, but He made double sure she knew exactly what Father needed her to know.

That not only did she have faith, but that she was a daughter no matter what the priests thought of her or may have told her and confirmed what had happened to her was because of her faith that He was sent from Father.

Note in each case, the man of God had mercy on the woman who had faith in God.

If you do not receive such mercy from a Priest of God or any man and they do not listen to your voice, then they are not a man of God.

Now you know the difference between a man of God and one who is not a man of God.

Yeshua provides all the things I need as a woman, emotional support, encouragement, love and all such things. He is lord in my heart just as Ab’raham was lord in Sarah’s heart. Anything I have written happened during a time when I was doing things as one of the hooks in the jaws of Satan in the Bible. We are specially trained to fool Satan and he did not know at all what we were doing. I was one hook and Yeshua was the other, and Satan was fooled completely and absolutely. You will read such things in the Meshikhi training and other pages and it will make sense to you I am sure. I have eternal love for Yeshua, he is written all over my heart and everything I have ever understood about Him is in my soul. Do not believe anything else.

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With love,

T’Yeshua Sher, Wife of Yeshua (Psalms 45: 9,10, 11 New International Version – NIV)

As I told my friend Marge on Feb 2, 2022 about 8:30am “I just found out there is a man who absolutely loves me”.

She was the first one I told.

I am happy happy with Yeshua.

Me and Yeshua, one day into eternity.

With love,

Sher

For anyone affected by birth defects caused by Satan, you may never have seen how you look in reality, Satan uses technology that changes how you look in the mirror and in electronic images. After 58 years I saw my reflection close up as I actually look, and it was the most amazing discovery of all time. With an iPhone turned off, if you look at your reflection up close, you will see what you actually look like close up along with your complete personality when you smile. It’s a beautiful experience, at least for Meshikhi. I cannot speak for those who are not Meshikhi. And I know that Our Father in Heaven arranged it this way and caused it to be made this way for people. There is an image in all screens of any kind with the device turned on that is a terrifying thing or an image of Satan himself, it is not known by me, except that I mastered video communications down to the muon level in 1995 during an experiment with 2 computers and looking at varying intensities of the color black and a muon cloud about the size of a 5 pin bowling ball appeared between the two computer monitors and I actually captured a few moments of it on a video camera, which I showed to the young programmer who I was trying to explain video technology to at that level. I had to know if it was spiritual or not, so I moved my hand into the small muon cloud and there was no physical sensation at all. I then understood that the two computer monitors had become an electron microscope of epic proportions but to this day will never forget the way the muon cloud appeared. It was movement with dynamic symmetry, not a linear movement, very profound indeed. So anyway that’s a bit about the wonderful dark mirror of an iPhone turned off in certain lighting that allows people who have affected by Satan in this way, to see how they actually look in reality.

Never pray in front of any screen nor look at any image, a representation of God in any way and talk to it if it is on a device, or you will be worshiping “the image”. Father must always be in Heaven in your mind, or the terrible thing happens and Satan will make you believe that you are having a spiritual experience in some way.

With love,

Sher